!!!megan!!! :))

ohhmyygoshh reallyy?!?!

how stupid do you have to be to put the left lense in the right hole and the right lense in the left hole?!?!?!?!

ok reallyy???

what the hell is the point of a freaking nineteen question bench mark and a i swear to god if this freaking space bar doesnt start working better im gonna scream!!!!! :D

ughh.

im kinda really getting sick of people. like they never really take the time to care for one another they always just give fake sympathy. its pretty dang sickening to watch how people change. i mean circumstances may change but arent friends supposed to stay the same? no matter what comes into their life? well i’ll tell you what my dear you’ve changed and i hate it. but dont think im the only one. we all hate it and i for one really miss the old you. dont change yourself for this, it really isnt worth it.

kthks.

p.s. tori just because i can im gonna make you love me. :D

would it matter?

If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anybody care
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn’t hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

If I wasn’t here tomorrow
Would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I’ve got nothing and going nowhere

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don’t remind me of it forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
Can you help me forget
Don’t wanna feel like this forever…forever

What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just try not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try

If I live tomorrow
Would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere

All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

sometimes i wonder why they all say they “care” and all say they “love” me when they never EVER take the time to ask about my problems but i always have to stop everything im doing to listen to theirs and if i even once try to tell them what i would do even after they ask me for advice they get mad at me when i tell them. i feel so isolated and alone and no one even cares. so much for the whole “your so loved” thing not one person cares. im there for their convience only. no one has ever just thought to ask are you ok? 

well…

apparently i havent blogged for a very long time lol and im in the library wiff lindsay and lauren and the other lauren andi cantgetthespacebar to work!!!!!! D: fml forthe newcomputers. :((